Thank you for the emails and comments. They help bolster my mood.
Improvement peeks over the edge for a few minutes but shortly thereafter disabling pain roars into the lead. Falling into fitful sleep, waking to what seems an eternity in pain day after day gets tedious. Massive amounts of painkillers help but they're not really good for the body. No opioids - I would never desire to go down that rabbit hole.
Full days of pampering sounds good right about now. Lying on a beach with the sun shining down on me. Listening to the waves. Getting a healing massage. More lying on the beach.
Just imagining makes me feel better. 😎