I've Begun

 

Morning

The country has gotten so crazy, I've begun to question my own sanity.

It's Monsoon season.

We've had clouds.

We've had winds. 

We've had no rain.

Though I keep looking and hoping.

Have yourselves a nice weekend.

I'll be in the pool.

Wishing

 

Morning

It's just another day by the pool

wishing it could be on a beach.

Midweek Mirth

 

Morning

Midweek Mirth

Why Would I?

Morning

"I woke up with the most solid erection and had the most explosive orgasm for the first time since my wife passed away almost 3 months ago. The weird part: I'd been dreaming about this guy at the gym with the biggest cock I've ever seen hit on me and I went for it. Why would I suddenly be dreaming about men?"

First, my sincere condolences on the death of your wife. Grief is a very individual thing. The timetable varies from person to person, and so does its path forward. One possibility is that --- subconsciously --- heterosexual sex may bring on feelings of guilt, like you're cheating and being with a guy changes that.

I wouldn't read too much into it. Accept that sex is a part of living, regardless of the avenue it takes.

My suggestion is, if you haven't already, try seeing a grief counselor. They understand the varied stages and don't judge the path through it.

Readers, any other suggestions?