Morning
Midweek Mirth
"I woke up with the most solid erection and had the most explosive orgasm for the first time since my wife passed away almost 3 months ago. The weird part: I'd been dreaming about this guy at the gym with the biggest cock I've ever seen hit on me and I went for it. Why would I suddenly be dreaming about men?"
I wouldn't read too much into it. Accept that sex is a part of living, regardless of the avenue it takes.
My suggestion is, if you haven't already, try seeing a grief counselor. They understand the varied stages and don't judge the path through it.
Readers, any other suggestions?